Following Passion...

MM_ML_ML vol 101...


i'm armored inside,
nobody see it,no one knows what my hard part...
you only see the silk cart(toon)
out at the surface,
not in the core of my dark heart...


darkness so dark,
tht keeps away from the love life.....(i'm lovin it)
cutting the edges of the cheese,
with the sharpness of my dark knife...


its ok..let it be...it's always been,
still loving the prick of the dark dart...
showing my buddies,
the softness of my cheese heart...


i'm listening to my soul,
while i keep this body statuary...
the station in my mind,
mixing up this misery...


hey listen..whoever you are (love,passion,feel)
looking like a RoseMerry...


itna de bata ke,
kabhi ban sakti hai tu meri...




MyMusic  MyLove  MyLife...

Its Meditation or Stillness ???

Today i have been in playing mood all those hours while friends were amazed about the Driving force in me.
I am being Grateful,because when i was alone SOMEhow the path was shown...


The path so easy ,
still tough to realize...

Hard to know the tools,
still harder to Optimize...

Once i know and realize,
its so easy to optimize...

now its time again,
real time to gain...

soothing as this rain,
loosing all my pain...

soothing as this rain,
i dont know what is shame...

now its time again,
its just real life game...

no reason to blame,
none solid why i came...

i'm still in this rain,
and still in the game...

It meant to Burst out on a FOOL's DAY...

when i talk/explore about soul(infinite one)... its like a treasure hunt for me... something(i dont know what) has fixed that in me and denied about the key... there are hundreds,thousands or maybe countless keys to that treasure but which is working with my lock?
When i am done with conscious searching... they say my subconscious is searching... when i sleep to hold my subconscious... here comes the superconsciousness... (oh SHIVA why this TRIDENT on me,its like KOLAVERi,it hurts deep inside :P) am i fool or being fooled by the Elite explorers of the world, its for sure they have travelled a lot in this Treasure Hunt,they keep playing with the art they have learned in their conquest and keep giving us their Chronicles...
At the End of the Day I realize its just I am Exploring my OWN ART/OWN GAME/OWN SOUL...Love to PERFORM/PLAY/FEEL...